Greetings my Beloveds, in the mist of a storm, one must stand strong, for the storm doesn’t last for long..
One sometimes often wonders what if I had?
Instead of wondering what if ? make the necessary adjustments to make your life what you know and wish it can be. ❤️ change , change again , then change again until we are who we want and Need to be on this journey. We make our own destiny! So reshape and form it until it is exactly how we wish it to be! -I am loving my change
-embracing all that will be
-excepting all that will be
Love and Light
Month 18/ Day 577• TSW
The realities of a skin disorder. My face is acting up the last few days. Be it stress, sleep deprivation, hormones or fighting a cold AND winning! You name it, my skin is affected. This is right out of the shower this morning so a little more red than later in the day. Not wearing any eye make up and letting it be.
I just want you all to know that fighting this is a process with hills and valleys. This ISN’T bad for me. Just sharing! Strength to you all!! #month18#journeyofathousandlayers#lovingtheskinimin#flare#staystrong#hope
Before closing my eyes tonight I’ll like to thank everyone for your love and support for this day, and all the other days you’ve stayed on this journey with me. While tonight was a blessing it was also a lesson.
See with BKGNO I’ve tried hard to create an environment where woman are able to be themselves fearless, free, fun and stylish if they would like. With that being said I’ve realized that’s my environment and everywhere I’ll journey it won’t be the same. Tonight while my confident in myself was there it made some woman uncomfortable till in a distant their eyes where watching down on me. Although I’ve got my degrees, doing things in my community it was hard for them to congratulate me because of the eyes and focus. It made me think it’s not me Shinese it’s them the ones that watched & possibly judged have not yet reached a level of comfort in themselves so it’s easier to turn on me.
Women we got to do better, we cannot single out someone solely based on appearance. For some of the looks maybe it was a equal of being naked to some. Nevertheless, this dress was bad ass only cost $59, the shoes were $69 the hairStyle was by Jami'a Dunlap and the look was worn effortlessly and confidently by me. I’m proud of this day, of this accomplishment. It’s told me that we have a far way to go, but it’s lead to a Let’s Meet Up conversation for 2018 for sure....