I got my implants out. I have never faced such a challenging decision that so clearly had a right answer yet was so difficult to make the right choice. Keeping with the theme of spilling my guts, I write about my journey from silicone 32DDs to flesh and blood 32As in my latest blog post at www.sunandsera.com. If you know anyone who is having problems with their implants or is considering #explantation , please tag them. There is life after breast implants, and it can be good.
I'm featuring @chakraintimates lingerie in this post because they are all about healing energies, personal power and wellbeing. I can't think of a better theme for introducing my new happy and healthy boobies to instagram.
So I have realized recently that I don't have to be ashamed of being me . Yes I'm loud, I'm weird, I'm sensitive, I'm chubby but working on it, I'm daring, I'm caring, extrovert, giving, loyal, stubborn, shrewd, those are a few things that describe me and I'm proud of it. There is only shame in having shame. I won't regret the past anymore , I'm not going to believe it was a waste of time because it wasn't. Thinking negatively put me in a dark place throughout the year. In deep depression regretting everything about me and my life. I would dwell on every decision , blame myself for everything, which caused me to lose my self in the process. Not only did I lose my self but I lost someone special because I wasn't myself anymore. I understand now that there's a reason for everything that happens. Whether it was a mistake, a moment of weakness, every terrible thing that has happened to me was for a particular reason, an obstacle to teach me a lesson and to overcome it. I've stopped hating myself for everything I'm not and I'm now rediscovering my inner worth. I'm looking in the mirror every day and saying a couple of things I love about my self. I really appreciate all the advice and support from everyone who has been there for me in this tough time. Listening to someone when they feel unimportant to the world can make a huge difference.
I don't need pity , just for people to realize they aren't the only ones struggling and if anyone needs someone to talk to I'll always be there. Thank you for being there just to listen @masi_m9 @joeyss @josecoco1991 @amandaaisabeel4810 @chonchito @dont_steal_my_mangoes @hellochantelle @alexandriavictoriaaa @highly.misunderstood_ @kingdongo1989 @tee__kim
I know I'm forgetting people and I'm sorry. #justathought#depression#pain#love#yourself#misunderstood#life#struggles#thanksforlistening#beauty#newme#newbeginnings#iwontgiveup#loyalty#lifeishard
It's people who don't like me, it's people who got negative things to say about me, it's people who will see this post and won't like it, but at the end of the day they'll never see me sweat. Never let the small things get the best of you. #NewMe#EnjoyingLife#SummerTimeChi