Ngày trước, anh cảm thấy chỉ cần đối tốt với em thì em cũng nhất định sẽ như vậy, anh chân thành với em như vậy, đương nhiên em cũng sẽ thật tâm đối xử với anh. Nhưng về sau anh mới biết, trên đời này, lòng người rất phức tạp, có lừa gạt, có nghi ngờ, có phản bội, có thương hại. Anh sẽ không lừa dối em, nhưng hiện tại anh chẳng thể tin tưởng bất kỳ một ai nữa.
So yet another month has been a fail to conceive our child. I have sat and stared at these test hoping just another minute the second line will appear, but I know it won’t. The heart break and the feeling of seeing the one line is a feeling I will never get use too. I just wonder where I went wrong and what else I should have done. ’m torn between having a yet another break from all this and wanting to continue month after month as we want this so bad. I’m going to do a clear blue one tomorrow In the slight chance it’s too early to pick up on these but I know that just clutching at straws really. I have let tears, anger and frustration out this morning and I am hoping that I can pick myself back up again, which is not as easy as it is to say or write. I wonder if our time will ever come, I wonder if one day all this pain will stop. But for now this is what we have been given and I have to deal with it in the best way I can.. which sometimes is not very well at all. AF is due in 2 days so let’s see what happens. Infertility is the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with
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🎨Ощущение полного творческого взаимопонимания я нашла в человеке, за картинами которой слежу уже более полу года. Виктория - художник, которая рисует сердцем, и наверное это единственный случай, когда без слов понимаешь все эмоции, которые она хочет донести сквозь призму своего холста .. @zelenikina_vika 🖤
А Что вас вдохновляет?
you know, if i could turn back time, i would ask you when you stopped loving me and when you had to start pretending i meant something to you while all you wanted to do was to talk to her. i just want to know why we didn’t work out. it was all we wanted and so why couldn’t we make it work. perhaps it was a problem on my end, but if you wanted to solve it, we could have. i just really, really love you. still to this day. it’s been almost a month and my heart still aches when i hear your name.
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