Thank you thank you thank you to everyone who reached out thru comments, dms, text, facebook.. you are all so so sweet 💖🙏🏽😊
We are almost at the end of the first trimester and I've been dying to share how I've been feeling.. specially since I'm a coach and all of the sudden I stopped showing up every day 👀 tbh I've just been extremely fatigued and when I worked out all I wanted to say was: i'm so exhausted and i still did ittt, so can YOU😂👌🏽.. first month was a breeze and I felt completely normal, second month i hit a wall and all I wanted to do was sleep.. that's kinda fading away this week, which makes me excited 💁🏽🙌🏽
So far, no morning sickness.. my symptoms have been: fatigue, stuffy nose every single day, lack of appetite (its coming back now, woot woot) ✨
Any gender predictions? 🔮🔮🔮
PS: i just worked out and it felt so good 🔥
Relationship. What a magical concept. What are we *not* in relationship with? People, food, our body, our breath, the soil we collectively walk on. Today, the Libra new moon calls our attention to the nature of relationship. Libra, the only non-living astrological sign. The scales, the push & pull, the compromise, the dance. How do we achieve harmony and balance between ourselves and in relation to what we love?
Libra is not the intense, messy, “I would die for you” love that Scorpio represents, but rather, the essence of harmony - how we balance our relationship to ourselves with our relationship to the outside world. What are the efforts and strategies we need to impose in order to maintain this balance? Libra reminds us that inner and outer harmony is not achieved automatically - it takes effort, a strong sense of self and a courageous ability to set boundaries, to say no. At the same time, we have to remind ourselves not to put up too many walls, not to wallow in indecision, not to fear letting someone or something in, even when we feel like we may not be ready. We have to be brave enough to ride the seesaw up and down a few times before we find the perfect balance. ⚖️
Bravery, authenticity and individuality show up even more powerfully today as the new moon in Libra sits directly opposite in the sky from Uranus in Aries. Uranus is individuality at it’s core - true freedom, the freedom to be ourselves. It’s partnership with Aries gives us the will and courage to live our truth, to acknowledge our fears and understand all the risks, but then, to act with bravery and valor, regardless.
How might these themes be resonating in your life? What intentions may you need to set for yourself in order to achieve this harmony? Remember to scroll back to my last two posts to read about how to set intentions for tonight’s new moon! 🌑✨
Look into those eyes. Look at that 16 year old boy. He looks so frustrated with life. I'll tell you what, that kid is so mad at the world that he puts HIMSELF DOWN on a daily basis...... You guys I have found MY NICHE. MY TRIBE. MY PEOPLE, AND MY MESSAGE.
And it is nothing other than, communicating to the 16 year old version of me. And relating this message to any other misguided, troubled, violent, hopeless kids out there who maybe felt the same way I did!
I wanted to fight everything that moved! I looked for ways to assert my dominance! Mainly ways where I know I would come out victorious! Honestly? I was a bully! I was even mean to my friends. And while my attitude was violent the thing that hurt the most was MY WORDS!!!!! I used violent language to speak to others AND TO MYSELF...I was mean to others and RUTHLESS TO MYSELF.
If I was like that...I can only imagine how other kids must be to themselves THIS VERY MOMENT. Which is why my mission is to reach out to those youth and get them to question everything they think about themselves. CHALLENGE WHAT THEY BELIEVE ABOUT THEMSELVES. I'm going to put myself in front of these kids and SHOW THEM A BETTER WAY. 🤜🤛🤘 #Gaia#HealThySelf#Medicine#Spiritual#Namaste#Om#Health#ૐ #☥ #✡ #𓂀#Health#Fitspo#Fatloss#Vegan#Compassion#LivingFoods#ElectricFoods#Fruit#Fitspo#Earth#NewEarth#HighVibeTribe#Limitless
🍂🌻There’s something undeniably breathtaking about a flower that begins to drop some of its petals... especially so during the fall season!
🍁🍂 I just had to stop for a moment and express my gratitude to you all today!
If I would’ve known 15 years ago that I would have the community that I have here now and I would be able to share my magick with them daily I would’ve never believed it!
But believing in yourself & setting intentions & surrounding yourself with love & prayer can really create a miracle!
🍁🍂Every moment of my life- both the very good and the very bad- has brought me to where I’m at today and it was something that I couldn’t resist or ignore even if I tried!
The same is true for YOU! Where you are meant to go it is exactly where you are destined to be – the clues lie directly in your heart and within your passion!
You can’t escape it, I can’t escape you!
✶ 🌑♎️🕯 This new moon many astrologers are saying is difficult because the planets are in a tense alignment but really this is the friction you needed to get you up, going, & continuing on!
✶ 🍁🌻✨ Sometimes relationships of all kinds or things will have to end in order to help you to get to right where you need to be – another reason why I don’t want anyone to feel bad when people or things begin to phase out of their lives!
🍁🍂There’s a bigger picture being painted... one that may not make sense to you initially!
This new moon take time to reflect and to envision what it is that you truly want or to build upon what has already underway- Those are the clues and that is the way!
If you have to pave your way-DO IT!
🌻🍁🍂 In the meantime if you ever need me I am here making magic and doing what I do best!
HAPPY NEW MOON, beauties!
Love and light to you all!
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True story, I was at Barnes and Noble in the life improvement section chatting with a good friend about reiki. When this woman turned around and started bad mouthing reiki practitioners and told me to go to church, because the I'm filled with sin.
I find it funny how in the Bible it says "do not judge, or you too will be judged." Matthew 7:1-6. Yet this woman stands beside me looking down at me and judging me. Even though I was paying her no mind in the first place, because I was not concerned with what she was doing in the Christianity section adjacent to me.
Today's energy presents not just the potential destined revelation, it also presents the potential for you to create with your personal, cosmic magick.⠀
YOUR MESSAGE TODAY: "THE MAGICIAN"⠀
Many of the dynamics you had to experience over the last two weeks were uncomfortable so you'd get clear on what you really want. ⠀
It could be rejections, cancelled opportunities, arguments or disagreements - or mixtures of any of these. All of these didn't appear to torture you, rather, they happened to show you something within your mind wasn't tuned in properly. ⠀
Often this occurs when we are fixating on something that doesn't have longevity. So, if you got what you wanted you wouldn't necessarily want it for long. ⠀
The Spirit gives you today, to get clearer, and more focused on what you do want - with your new perspective. Today's energy opens you up to manifestation and materialisation - focus on it, feel it, make it and have it!⠀
TYPE YOUR DECLARATION IN THE COMMENTS TO RECEIVE: "MY MAGICK IS UNLIMITED!"⠀
Bazı insanlardan hoşlanmıyoruz çünkü, onlar,
bize kendi içimizde hoşlanmadığımız bir şeyi yansıtıyorlar.
Biz diğer kişi olduğunu düşünüyoruz fakat, aslında o niteliği taşımakta olan kendimiziz.
Eğer, o sevmediğin nitelikten boşalmış (arınmış) olsaydın, onu yargılamazdın.
Bu yargıdan özgürleştiğinde,
o nitelik de artık belirmez, hatta dışsal olarak dahi belirmez.
Artık onu görmezsin ya da en azından ona büyük bir şefkat ve anlayış ile bakarsın çünkü, onun kasıtlı olmadığını bilirsin.
Bizler aslında tercihen câhil değiliz.
Öyle geliyor ki, bir şey gerçek görüşü gizlemekte.
Dolayısıyla, bir kişiyle karşılaştığında, onun mevcûdiyeti, senin içinde bir rahatsızlığı tetikliyorsa, bu, çoğu zaman kendi içinde derinlemesine bakman gereken bir şey olduğuna işarettir.
Ben şimdi sizi bir adım daha öteye götürüyorum.
Hem başkalarında, hem de kendinizde gördüğünüz şey,
yani kusurlu bulduğunuz bu şahsiyet,
sadece ve sadece kim olduğunuza dâir bir fikir ve onun kendi şartlanmalarıdır.
Hakîkî Benlik değildir. Sadece sonradan edinilmiş bir hâldir, öğrenilmiştir veya inşâ edilmiş yapay bir benliktir.
Ve tüm kötü kokular buradan gelmektedir.
Dolayısıyla, bilge olan,
bu tarz rastlaşmaları reddetmek yerine,
bilakis içtenlikle karşılar.
Women are beautiful creatures. I love women.
4 of my tattoos are of beautiful women... goddess's... geisha's... warriors...
I have paintings of naked, erotic, sensual women all over my house.
There's been so much buzz lately about sexual violation and rape.
I want to talk about a different side of it though.
I don't want to yell at men and push against men. I was actually talking to a male friend of mine who shared a bit about being a man in all of this... having been a "perpetrator" in the past, not understanding at the time that it was wrong. Even saying "I thought it's what she wanted." I can only imagine how confusing it would be for a man to unravel all of that. I felt my heart open so wide. I deeply believe a lot of it is a misunderstanding and from a woman's point of view who has also felt violated and done things sexually that I didn't want to do... it's not about yelling at men. It's about learning about ourselves. It's about setting boundaries, knowing our worth from the inside out. It's about shifting the belief systems at the foundation of it all.
A women SHOULD be able to be embodied in her sexual, erotic energy WHEN and WHERE she chooses. I'm a perfect example. I post erotic dance videos all the time. AND! I decide who comes into my life and who enters my body. I wasn't always like this. I've learned this from years of NOT having boundaries. From allowing men to fuck me because they wanted to even when I didn't because deep down I had a belief that if I pleased these men, they would love me. A layer deeper is that I didn't know my own value and worth. This is where the healing lays and this is where the shift happens. Women don't feel safe in the world OR in their eroticism, so what's happened? Most women turned this part of themselves OFF to stay safe. That's essentially abandoning a part of yourself. And you can't live in the full truth and expression of who you are with parts of yourself abandoned. As women, we need to go inward and own our value and confidence.
This is what I've created a business around helping women do because it's that fucking important to me and I KNOW it's the solution the the problems that seem "out there".
Lap desk vibes this morning! I’ve been working on checking in with Spirit everyday first thing in the morning when I’m up... I’ve already done a root chakra meditation & a self-love meditation because suddenly SoundCloud decided to go from high-vibe electro to grounding meditations I had previously liked... so I went with it. Spirit be like “align yo shit really quick!”
Also, something kinda personal... tell me why I hung onto this journal for the last 2-3 years and avoided writing in it because it was “too pretty”? Like as if my automatic writing & tarot spreads weren’t good enough for it. It made me kind of sad when I whipped it out with excitement as if to say “I’m finally ready. I’m finally worthy.” Needless to say that I’ve reserved it for only my most precious conversations with God. For when my soul really needs grounding & connection. I gotta get a new & separate one for clients.
Babes, please don’t wait 2 years to be worthy for a fucking journal. Write in that shit. Let it inspire you! Whether it’s that new lipstick, tshirt, dress or whatever you’re “saving” just rock & wear that shit proudly! You are worthy TODAY, RIGHT NOW!