Almost into single digits 😀 what? Can't believe how fast this has gone by! Soon I'll be holding the little gremlin that has been making her presence VERY known! Her movements are still the most addictive feeling in the world even at 2am when I wake up and just hold her till she settles back down. Mommy and daddy are already obsessed with you little girl, we are in trouble when you arrive! #emberlyann#burningembers#unconditionallove#preggers#addicted#30weekspregnant#myribsthough#worthit
Setahun ragamu kembali ke pelukan bumi. Dan jiwamu kembali ke Rumah Illahi. Satu tahun paling berat bagiku. Namun aku berhasil melaluinya. Bukan karena kuat dan hebatku, tetapi karena Yesus, Allah yang Hebat, yang menopangku.
DIA hadir melalui orang-orang di sekitarku, melalui orang2 yang mengasihimu dan terus mengasihimu meskipun kau telah tiada.
Cintamu, kebaikan hatimu selama hidup, mengalir menjadi berkat bagi keluarga kita, setelah kau tiada.
Bersyukur aku pernah diijinkan memilikimu sebagai suami. Memilikimu sebagai ayah anak2ku.
Bahagialah kau di surga, bersama Allah Bapa.
#throwback This' a picture of me exactly 2 years ago, i was 6 months pregnant then. Getting pregnant with Amber was the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me, it took me 5 years, 3 failed iui treatments and 1 successful Ivf to have Amber. Those 5 years was the longest and darkest 5 years in my life, everytime when aunt flo visited, i cried and cried and asked myself why can i just be like every one else and get pregnant easily. After trying for 3 years and failed to conceive, we finally visited our gp, got a referral to infertility unit at the hospital, few months later i got diagnosed with Polycystic ovary sydrome. I still remember the day when they told me i got pcos, my mind was at mess, on one end i was relieved that the specialist team managed to diagnose me quite quickly and reassured me that there are few options to increase my chance of getting pregnant. On the other end, i kept asking myself what have i done wrong and why me.
I got married when I was 25 and thats when we started trying for a baby, i never thought it would take me 5 years and a ivf to have Amber, i really didnt.
now i look back, im glad it took me that long to get to that positive pregnancy test, because that long 5 years changed my perspective of life so much, it also changed me as a person too, I have definitely become a better woman in those 5 years.
Recently few ladies that i know have shared their happy pregnancy news, I'm truly truly so happy for them. Being a momma is the most beautiful role in the world, yes its not the most glamorous, but it all becomes worthwhile when you get one cheeky smile from you little one. And yes, i do feel broody when i heard about all the baby news haha... lets hope some time next year i will share a pregnancy photo of me again lol
Dont worry, im not going to get stressed about it too much, i believe if it meant to happen, then it will happen. ❤❤❤
Status: Capture attempt planned for tomorrow, 10/21
The Street Dog Project family and supporters – we need your well wishes more than ever starting today and into tomorrow!!! To bring you up to speed….Gus came on our radar for capture earlier this year. We caught his friend Gracie and she’s doing great. We tried all summer long with using a trap to get him used to going in it, and were not successful. So, we reached out to Dallas Animal Services and they lent us a 6 ft by 6ft pen with a guillotine door. The advantage of this pen is that it is larger and the dog does not feel as confined. The pen has a regular door as well, and we conditioned Gus into going into the pen using the door first. We then closed the door and made the only way to get the food to be by using the guillotine door. And, he started using it, so we were excited!! That said, we realized last week that Gus was not going to go to the back of the pen and pull on the chicken leg to cause the door to drop. So, the Team drew up some sketches of an alternative idea and then on Tuesday went to our location to try it out. Unfortunately, the results were not consistent. We can’t take a chance that he’d go in the pen, the door not drop and possibly somehow scare him such that he quit going in the pen. We know we have to be 100% sure that the attempt is successful.
We were a bit set back, but not deterred by any chance. And, then, lo and behold, we had some things fall into place and we met a man named Mike who had built a laser device that could be used to drop the door!! So, JP and Mike met yesterday, Thursday, and tested it out. It works like a charm!!! Gus is looking more dejected than ever, so we really need to get him. He has an embedded collar and we are concerned with that as well.
I Couldn't Imagine My Life without Love. When I have My worst moments, think thoughts that don't serve me, feelings of Negative Nature, this Four Letter Word, Always bring me back to My Reality, that I Am Love and I am Surrounded by it Daily. The Love of My family and People from afar who are rooting for me to Hit my Goals. The Love of Friends who let me know, its never as bad as you think or the "Tough Love " of Get your ass to work ! And stop playing games. The Love of My Son, which is Nothing short of Amazing, he is Truly God Sent and I don't say that Lightly. And Definitely last but Not least, The Love of God. Watching the Late Great Maya Angelou, speak that God Loves me, and saying it over and over to herself allowed her to understand the power of that Love. Im Love. I say all the Time, if you ask me My SuperPower, I will Tell you Love. Love saves me each Day. And Working on self Love Everyday.
Happy birthday, my baby, wish you all the best 😍❤️😍😘❤️😘 I love you to the moon and back. Have a wonderful birthday. I wish your every day to be filled with lots of love, laughter, happiness and the warmth of sunshine. May your coming year surprise you with the happiness of smiles, the feeling of love and so on. I hope you will find plenty of sweet memories to cherish forever. May all you dreams vome true. #birthday#birthdayboy#mybaby#mybabyboy#love#unconditionallove#son#myonlyson#mysunshine
You two make me feel like the world is the most beautiful of worlds. As long as we live from love and not from fear we can overcome everything. I love you beyond words my strong, beautiful sister ❤
🌳 There will never be a time where you are separate from all that is. See past the illusions that divide us. We are all one unified infinite consciousness placed on this Earth briefly to help each other thrive! Share your gifts with the world because you are that important. I love you all & what we're capable of both individually and collectively. #maxxhackslife